MANTRA

jenny forwarded me this..found it really nice that’s why im posting it hehehe


Instructions for Life

1. take into account that great love and great achievements involve great risks
2. when you lose, don’t lose the lesson
3. follow the 3 R’s
• respect for self
• respect for others and
• responsibility for all your actions
4. remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck
5. learn the rules so you know how to break them properly
6. don’t let a little dispute injure a great relationship
7. when you realize you’ve made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it
8. spend sometime alone everyday
9. open arms to change, but don’t let go of your values
10. remember that silence is sometimes the best answer
11. live a good, honorable life. then when you grow older and think back, you’ll be able to enjoy it a second time
12. a loving atmosphere in your home is the foundation for your life
13. in disagreement with loved ones, deal only with the current situation. Don’t bring up the past
14. share your knowledge. it’s a way to achieve immortality
15. be gentle with the earth
16. once a year, go someplace you’ve never been before
17. remember that the best relationship is one in which your love for each other exceeds your need for each other
18. judge your success by what you had to give up in order to get it
19. approach love and cooking with reckless abandon


said he

new blog site - by request

last night i was so bored and i thought of starting a new blog. you can all check it out here. honey you can check it out as well hahaha

its a file sharing blog. you can watch videos and listen to mp3s. you can leave a note on the cbox if u have any request and ill try to post them asap or if u just wanna make chika pwede ren hehehe. you can also link your blog, that is if u want to :D

i guess that's all for now =) hope u guys check it out as well


said she

BAKIT NGA BA?

ito ang topic na kahit paulit ulit, babasahin at babasahin mo pa rin… walang kadala-dala talaga! hahaha

why do we love ba?

so we can have somebody to talk to?

someone who can be there pag gusto natin gumala?

a person na pwedeng manlibre satin?

taong magbibitbit ng gamit mo? ALALAY for short!

eh pano kung di ka nya mahal? would you still love him/her?

would you still continue to care for that person?

bakit naman hinde? you didnt love that person para magkaroon ka ng alalay, magkaroon ka ng instant meal dahil libre, taong gagawa ng assignments mo or projects, or taong mahihila mo if you want to go out... if thats what you think about love well sorry ang BABAW mo!

loving a person doesn't need to have a criteria na dapat maganda o guwapo, dapat mabait or understanding, kasi once you fall inlove you take the risk of accepting dat person kahit maingay sya matulog, yung hilik ng hilik kahit matakaw sya o sobrang fat na hindi kayo kasya pag puno ang jeep! kahit sobrang moody nya na kulang na lang ay sapakin mo sa inis! yung sobrang selosa/seloso na pati barkada pinagseselosan.. badtrip diba? and yung napaka-arte OA kung baga! o kahit ano pang things that would turn you off... hirap tlaga magmahal trying to be PERFECT kase gusto mong magtagal pero hindi yun ang sagot sa lahat... ACCEPTING the real person fully kase if you said na mahal mo sya you dont need to find answers kung bakit mo sya mahal...

kase lahat ng tao nagbabago but if you accept that person magbago man sya in the middle of your relationship hindi ka masasaktan kase you know that darating din yun.. tsaka tanggap mo sya ng buo... mahirap gawin pero masarap subukan dahil wala ng sasaya pa if you let one person feel na MAHAL NA MAHAL mo sya without asking 4 anything in return... then you can say wow un pla ang LOVE!

Being happy doesn't mean everything's perfect. It means you've decided to see beyond the imperfections.... Nakakatawa talaga ang love. Isa siyang napakalaking oxymoron. Lahat ng pwede mong masabi sa kanya, baliktarin mo at totoo pa rin. Ang labo diba? Pero ang linaw. Masaya magmahal. Malungkot magmahal. Di mo naiintindihan pero naiintindihan mo. Walang rason. Maraming rason. Di mo na kaya, pero kaya mo pa rin. Masakit magmahal. Pero okey lang. Sus, ano ba talaga?! May kaibigan ako, sabi niya dati "Love is only for stupid people." Nakakatawa kasi laude ang standing niya, pero dumating ang panahon, na-in-love din ang hunghang. At ayun, tanga na siya ngayon. Lahat kasi ng nahahawakan ng love nagiging oxymoron din. O kaya paminsan, nagiging moron lang. Hindi lang kasi basta baliktaran ang pag-ibig. Lahat ng bagay nababaligtad din niya. Lahat ng malalakas na tao, humihina. Ang mayayabang, nagpapakumbaba. Ang mga walang pakialam, nagiging Mother Teresa. Ang mga henyo, nauubusan ng sagot. Ang malulungkot, sumasaya. Nakakatawa talaga. Lalo na kapag dumadating siya sa mga taong ayaw na talaga magmahal. Napansin ko nga eh. Parang kung gusto mo lang ma-in-love ulit, sabihin mo lang ang magic words na "Ayoko na ma-inlove!" biglang WACHA! Ayan na siya.Nang-aasar. Magpapaasar ka naman. Di ba nakakatawa rin na pagdating sa problema ng ibang tao, ang galing galing mo? Pero 'pag problema mo na yung pinag-uusapan parang nawawalan ng saysay lahat ng ipinayo mo dun sa namomroblemang tao? Naiisip mong wala namang mali dun sa mga sinabi mo. Pero bakit parang wala ring tama? Bali-baliktad din ang nasasabi ng mga taong tinamaan ng madugong pana ngpag-ibig. "Ngayon ko lang nalaman ganito pala. Sabi ko na eh!" "Ang sarap mabuhay. Pwede na 'ko mamatay. Now na!" At hindi lang 'yon. Ang sarap din pagtawanan ng mga taong alam naman nilang masasaktan lang sila eh magpapatihulog pa rin sa bangin ng pag-ibig. Tapos 'pag luray-luray na yung puso nila, siyempre hindi sila yung may kasalanan. Siya! "Bakit niya 'ko sinaktan?" May kasama pang pagsuntok sa pader yon, at pagbabagsak ng pinto.

Hayop talaga. Mauubos ang buong magdamag ko kakasabi ng mga bagay na nakakatawa 'pag pag-ibig na ang pinag-usapan. Ang daming beses ko na kasi siya nakasalubong kaya masasabi ko nang eksperto na 'ko. Pero wala pa rin akong alam. Pero ang pinakanakakatawa sa lahat ay ang katotohanang kapag gusto magpatawa ng pag-ibig, ipusta mo na lahat ng ari-arian mo dahil siguradong ikaw ang punchline.

Nakakatawa no?

Nakakaiyak.

said she

The Better Version of You

when i got this email, eto ang opening message... for the sake of relaxation - just read this one please --- whew! goodluck! hahaha

Manila International
Airport , 2:00 am. It's been two years since she had last seen the Manila International Airport . Not much has changed.Her last memory of this airport was when Miguel dropped her off. She was on her way to New York to pursue a career in Wall Street. "Promise me something will you? Please don't get married until I come back?" She jokingly told him as she lifted up her backpack. "LOL. Very funny. Ikaw ang mag-promise. Promise me you won't run off with some nerdy economist in the next two years."

"Let's see, shall we. Bye, Miguel. I'll call you as soon I get to New York." That was her last memory in this place. The warm Manila air made her feel a bit restless and yet she feels excited. This is the first time in two years she'll be seeing Miguel again. She was thoughtfully going through the immigration counters, thinking of how much she missed seeing Miguel. How different would he be now? Sure he sends her regular weekly e-mails and pictures but being the busy person that she had always been, she didn't get the time to chat with him and buy a webcam.

She's finally out. "Where is Miguel?" She wondered. "Ah there!" she exclaimed when she saw the silver gray Nissan Patrol parked near the exit. TGW926. Yup, that's Miguel alright. Her heart was leaping ahead of her as the driver got off. "Hey! I missed you!" He said, as he hugged her.

"I missed you too. So much." She said, as she hugged him back. It was warm. It felt good to be back. It felt great to feel his hug. "Let me get those." He said pointing at her luggage. "Then we'll have more time for hugging and chika."

"Okay."

Edsa, 4:30 am. Miguel's cellphone rings. Mama, the name flashes on the screen.

"You should really get that."

"No, you should get that. She's been waiting for you. She insist that we go straight to her after I pick you up form the airport. She also insist that you spend tomorrow with her." Miguel was talking about her mother. Miguel was an only child and his mother wanted a daughter. She would often tell Bea that since she doesn't have a mom anymore, she should let Tita Doris be her second mom. She loved Bea as if she were her own daughter.

"Hello? Yes, Tita. How are you nap po?... ah opo. Miguel already told me. Sige po. Okay po. I'll see you later." She turns off the phone and looks out the window. The phone rings again, this time the name "Sugar" flashes on the screen. Hmmm, "Sugar." He was quick. He got a hold of the phone and answered it. "Hello. Yeah. Pauwi na. I'm with her na. Yeah. Tomorrow, I will. Promise. We'll see you tomorrow."

We? Is that supposed to mean me and him? See Sugar? Who is Sugar, anyway? "Who was that?" she couldn't keep herself from asking. "Sugar ha?"

"I'll introduce her tomorrow. Uwi muna tayo sa bahay. By the way, kamusta na si Edward?" "Edward?"

"Oo, si Edward, naalala mo yung boyfriend na iniwan mo sa New York ? Anong klase ka ba naming girlfriend? Kaya hindi kita niligawan eh. Baka makalimutan mo rin ako."

"Ah si Edward. Hayun. Nasa New York ." Miguel has met Edward when he came to New York to give Bea a surprise visit. He seems a nice guy. Not the geeky economist Miguel pictured Bea would end up with. He is actually a cool guy and loves Bea a lot.

"He called me up, a week ago, asking a lot of things about you. Parang may balak ata?"

"Balak na?" "Tell me, did he propose to you? He sounded like he was going to propose to you kasi." "Ah look, here we are at Tita Doris."

At Tita Doris', 4:45 am. A pleasantly plump woman enters the living room. She was in her mid-fifties, a familiar warm smile and two open arms. She welcomed Bea, gave her a big hug and kissed her on the cheek. "Hay anak, kamusta ka na? Na-miss na kita. Pinakain ka ba nito si Miguel?"

"Opo, Tita." She looked around. Not much has changed in this house. She remembers spending her college days in this house. She remembers sinking into Tita Doris' arms when her mom died. She remembers only good things about this woman. She can't remember a time when she had been unkind to her and yes, she loves her like her own mother.

"Iha, sabihan mo nga yang si Miguel. Sabihin mo 'wag padalos-dalos magdesisyon."

"Po?"

"Mama naman. Let Bea rest. I'll tell her everything tomorrow." Miguel interrupted his mother before she can spill the beans.

"Ha? What was that all about?" Bea was curious.

"Bukas na lang."

"Okay. Tita, if it's okay I'll go rest now." She hugged her, and proceeded to climb the stairs. Miguel followed her carrying her luggage.

"Alam mo I missed this house. Uy sino ba si Sugar? Tsaka bakit parang worried nanay mo sa iyo?"

"Bukas na. Sugar is having lunch here."

"Hmmm, intriguing, pero sige. Bukas na." They were both standing as the door to the guest room. "Alam mo, it's really good to be back in this house. I'll see you tomorrow."

Tita Doris' 10:00 am. She woke up, sunlight flooding her bedroom. She was able to rest. She got up, arranged the bed sheets and took a nice, cold shower. Minutes later, she was down at the garden having brunch with Tita Doris.

"Hi! Tita. Where is Miguel?"

"Sinundo si Sugar."

"Sino ba yang Sugar na yan? Nai-intriga na ako."

"Iha, I'll let Miguel tell you who Sugar is. Promise me something, though. Whatever happens you'll always be my daughter, Bea?"

She felt scared. Why was Tita Doris suddenly serious? "Opo naman."

"Anyway, iha. I heard from Miguel your boyfriend sounded like he was going to propose a week ago. Did he propose?"

Bea looked at her hands, bare of any engagement ring. She looked at Tita Doris and smiled. Before she could answer, Miguel showed up. With him is a woman she had not seen before. She was of medium frame, shoulder length hair and looked very feminine.

"Sugar, the sister I never had, Bea. Bea, Sugar, my fiance`." It felt as if somebody had thrown cold water on her. His what? Blood rushed to her head.She blushed. Her cheeks felt very warm. She couldn't swallow. Her heart beating a hundred beats per minute.

"Your what?" She looked at Miguel, blushing then suddenly white as with shock. "I'm sorry, Sugar but this is quite a surprise. Miguel has never mentioned you in any of his e-mails," she said as she looked at Sugar with a confused look. She looked at Tita Doris, she looked back as if she was consoling her.

"Yeah, I got engaged. I'm keeping my promise. I'm getting married on Saturday. O di ba you're here so in essence I've kept my promise."

She managed to smile faintly. She hugged Miguel and congratulated him.She even managed to tell Sugar "You got a catch here, girl. Take good care of him or else I will snatch him under your nose." It sounded as if she was just joking, turning over a very important possession to it's next owner. In the deepest recesses of her person, she knew she meant it. "He told me a lot of nice things about you." Sugar said, smiling at her as if they had been friends for the longest time.

"I'm sure he has."

Lunch was served. All of Bea's favorite Filipino dishes. She and Sugar spent time chatting the afternoon away, looking at Bea's and Miguel's college photos and yearbooks. She found out that Sugar likes most of the things she does. They both came from the same high school. As she tried to get to know Sugar better during their afternoon chat, she realized that not only was she perfect for Miguel, she also seemed like the best gal pal Bea could find. They talked about the wedding details, the dress, the ring, the shoes, the tiara. They like almost the same places, the same styles, the same shops. She told Sugar they should do shopping marathon together. Had it been another day, she would be telling herself that this is really a great opportunity to find someone who understands her shopping needs.Except that this is not one of those days? Except that this woman, this perfect, feminine girlfriend was Miguel's fiance`.

Bea's phone rings. The name Boyfriend flashes.

"You should really get that" Sugar told Bea.

"Yeah, I guess I should. Hello? Yes? I'm good. I'm here at Miguel's. Oh have in front of me Sugar, Miguel's fiance`." The words almost got stuck in her throat, but she still managed to give Sugar a smile. "Listen, I'll call you later. I have very good news for you."

Miguel sat down beside Bea. Sugar was looking at them and asked "So tell me? Was there never a time the two of you were more than Platonic?" Bea and Miguel looked at each other then looked at their own hands. Miguel's gaze turned to Sugar. He answered "Of course not. Bea and I were never like that." "As in?" Sugar inquired. "LOL, oo naman. She was a handful. Too much to handle for me. I can't keep up with her. She's never stands still." Miguel looked at Bea and smiled, his eyes turning into slits as his dimples gloriously show.

"I guess that's the way for you. But not for Edward." Bea replied, with a little hint of disappointment. "Okay lang yun. Edward is tough enough." Miguel was still smiling.

"Wait, speaking of Edward. I need to call him."

Bea left the garden and went up to her room to call Edward. "Hello? Edward. Here goes. Yes. The answer is Yes."

*********
The wedding went well. It was one of the most elegant weddings she had seen. Sugar had everything covered and she was a very beautiful, blushing bride. "I, Miguel, take you, Sugar, as my friend and love, beside me and apart from me, in laughter and in tears, in conflict and tranquility, asking that you be no other than yourself, love what I know of you, trusting what I do not know yet, in all the ways that life may find us." Bea felt a stab of pain hitting her heart. She slowly got up, walked away from the spectators. Tears streaming down her flushed cheeks.

**********
Bea is once again on her way to the airport. Miguel is driving for her, this time with a wedding ring on his left finger.

"Hay, here we go again. I'm driving you to the airport. Kailan na naman kaya tao magkikita?"

"Ewan ko. Tell me something," her tone all too serious. "What was it that you love about Sugar? How did you know she was the one?" Miguel just smiled. "Dali na ano? Malay mo I need to decide in a couple of days diba?"

"You know what I love about her? The same things I loved about you before. The only difference is that she's not as ambitious as you are. When you left for New York two years ago, I knew I don't have a place in the life you've chosen. I don't blame you for that. You're good in your field and I thought to myself that it's your right to move on without me. Moving away was a decision you made for yourself. I know this sounds silly and you might nag me about it but I found the better version of you in Sugar.She's so much like you in so many ways but the only difference is she loves me more than you do."

She wanted to cry the tears she had kept as he witnessed him say his vows, but kept her composure. She just chuckled a laugh. How could he move on without her? Why was it easy for him and not for her? As she got off the car, she gave Miguel one last hug. This time she felt her heart heavy.

"I guess this is goodbye?" she told Miguel.

"Wait, I'm not letting you out until you answer question. Did Edward propose?"

Bea showed Miguel her left hand. In it was a one carat diamond solitaire ring set in platinum. "Yes." Miguel let out a sigh and congratulated her. As Miguel turned his gaze from the steering wheel to Bea's face, he saw a single tear fall from her right eye and then she said, "If it gives any consolation. Edward was the best version of you that I can find in New York."


said she

more on platonic relationships...

I was cleaning my inbox sa office... nahukay ko to... just thought i'd share it...

THE PREMISE of this article lies on the principle that sometimes, loving a person doesn't mean it has to be romantic and loving a person for the rest of your life doesn't mean you have to end up marrying them. Can a man and a woman just be friends? I'd say yes and they should be.

Hindi dahil kinaibigan ka, liligawan ka na. Not every guy who befriends you has an ulterior motive. Get over yourself. Don't flatter yourself. There is a reason why he befriended you, but don't automatically assume that it's because he wants to be your so-called boyfriend. If this will be the principle you'll follow every time someone asks you to be his friend, you're gonna miss a great deal from the friendship.

Hindi dahil mabait sa iyo, nililigawan ka na. There are people who are naturally sweet and kind. There are people who are innately good and no matter how wicked you seem, they just find it so easy to be kind to you. It doesn't mean he is courting you. Don't put yourself through unnecessary stress trying to figure out if he's courting you or not. Because I think if he is, you won't have to guess, you'll know and you'll be very certain about it.

Hindi dahil he talks to you a lot, he loves you na. You don't befriend a person if you absolutely abhor him, right? Chances are you make sense when he talks to you, or you're probably very patient listening to him. The two of you probably connect on some level but why does it always have to be assumed to be romantic? Being two intelligent, mature human beings, you need to accept that it's nice to share a cup of coffee over a stimulating conversation, and that you don't have to automatically put romantic connotation to it. Relieve yourself of the pressure. It's just coffee and a shared interest.

Hindi dahil cute ang friend mo, crush/love mo na siya. This is the most amusing thing that hit me lately. People always assume that because your frien! d is cut e or should I say, hot (because cute is a word you describe your high school crush while hot is a word you use to describe a hunk), "lakas amats mo na for repapips!" Let me just say this, at least from my own personal experience, I'm just nearsighted, I haven't gone blind. I can still appreciate God's creation! However, there will always be weird things, crazy things, stupid things that will keep you, believe me, from having a crush on him. First of all, you'd know his history with women, enough to judge what's good for you. Second, don't you just hate it when a guy who's absolutely always put together, who looks intelligent enough pronounces the word country as "kawntri" and the word mango as "meynggo." Call me crazy for judging a person just because he can't pronounce these words right. I admit, I'm crazy.

Hindi dahil you hang out with each other most of the time, you'd end up being boyfriend-girlfriend. Self-explanatory... There are a thousand, no million different reasons why things don't always turn out that way. There is no one proven formula. For all we know, the reason why he likes hanging out with you is because he likes getting kikay tips from you. He probably plans on being kikay himself and he needs a mentor.

A dinner with a guy friend does not necessarily mean equate to a date. Especially if you're paying for your share no. Hello? Three things to consider: the place, the topic and how the two of you actually planned to meet. First, how it was planned. If it were a date expect that he would ask you out at least three days before the actual date to give you some lead time, to give you the notion that you are not just a filler on his schedule. Second, the place. If it were a real date, the both of you would want real food and a place where you could really talk things through. Don't go out with a guy to a movie on Friday night if you're really serious about him. Going to a movie is more like treating him like a "filler" just because you had nothing to do on a Friday ! night so you might as well go out. Topic. Ha! You wouldn't be talking about chikang artista, chikang opisina or argue if the one girl's boobs are real or not. You would be probably talking about sensible, quite personal stuff.

I therefore conclude that platonic relationships are never complicated; people just have tendencies to complicate them.

yun lang :D


said she

rain

love is so much like the weather. interchanging feelings of happiness and sadness. we cannot escape it. we embrace it. if it does not work for us, we make the most out of it.

i love the rain in particular. it washes everything away including the smell of the dirty metro, cleanses the air. its as if all are purged to start anew. the weather suddenly isnt as humid but quite comfortable and cozy. it invites us to do sweet things most especially with the ones we love.

yet you cannot take away the feeling of sadness when it rains. oftentimes, i cry with the heavens. or is heaven crying along with me? it reminds us of past love, review our present one and cant help to think of the future as well. what-ifs and couldve-beens plague our thoughts. until we go straight to slumber. only to wake up feeling the same thing, if not stronger.

but if the rain does not stop, we are forced to stop. comforted by the thought that tomorrow is another day, more sunny and happy than what we just had. we smile, as we wait for the coming of the rainbow, a promise, that there's sun after the rain.


said she

this sucks!!

it is difficult for some of us to accept the fact that luv is a choice. we tend to get stucked to the general theory that luv requires no more than acceptin it. what most of us dont know is, the core of luv is that its truly marvelous in the beginning after which sadness and impossibility may become the dominating forces. and it takes a lot of blood, sweat and tears to counter run that!

sabi nila, one of the hardest things in life daw is watchin the person u luv luv sumone else. dudugo nga naman utak at puso mo pag ganyan d ba? say u were in a situation na u have this person who have been with ya for the longest time, have shown unconditional love and yet u hurt him/her bigtime because, lets just say, u are fond of someone new? yun bang u know in ur heart sya pa rin ang gusto mo at mahal mo talaga pero parang ure goin nuts over this new person? u may think how could u say u love him/her really if u fall for sumone else?? true true! pero it could happen , u know. parang wala kang paki kase ure havin a good time, unmindful ka na to the feelings of the person u say u truly luv. tae d ba? when that happens, lies and tears are abounty… lies from the abusive party, tears from the hurting. :((. and inspite of all that, un taong un anjan pa rin, fighting for what he/she thinks is right…that is to luv u still inspite of all ur BS aww.

ang sama mo na talaga pag d ka matauhan d ba? one day u will wake up and realize enough is enough. time will come when u honestly ask urself which person means the most in ur life. so who are u gonna choose? the one u have been with for so long or the one uve just known. dun ka na sa matagal na d ba? ung alam nya itsura mo kung tulog ka. ung kahit super pawis ka galing sa tennis kunyare, hug and kiss ka pa rin. Like u aint nuthin to prove anymore, nakasama mo na sya sa mahabang time e. un bang uve gone thru the good and bad with each other pero kayo pa rin.

but what if wala na pala sya? iyak ka na lang. waaaa!! a little too late na. alright, sometimes u have to luv until it hurts, then there can be no more hurt, only mor luv. un bang tamang manhid ka na. pero sya ba si mother theresa?? sawss!! tao lang po, napupuno din sya! when that happens, u could only look back. reminisce the times when u were happy together...the times u went to the beach, the times u went shopping, the times u hugged and kissed each other, the times na feeling nyo kayo lang ang tao sa mundo at kung ano ano pa. taeeeee!! kakaiyak namn! amp amp! pray na lang that he/she changes her mind and would still give u another chance, kahit pang ilang ulit na chance na yan na nihingi mo. u blew everythin fucker!!

like what the song says, when luv and hate collide, it sucks!! it burns in the soul, aches in the flesh and it ignites the nerves. and just wondrin... can u get to the future if the past is present??


said he

my last blog (?)

i ordered dessert...
wrongly placed order...
got it...
could not return it anymore...
had to pay for it...
had to eat it...
had to endure it...
had to enjoy it at least...


said she

i never enjoyed eating ice cream, so cold, makes me shiver, too sweet, makes me sick...

on x's and y's

i got an sms today from someone... medyo demanding ang dating kahit q-form ang sms nya. it was kinda irritating cause i wasnt feeling well. like im required to do this and that because this someone asked me to. (shall i roll over for you?)

honey what can i do?
u were served ...
caviar hor d'horves
escargot
bmw
a/x shirt
gbx
bulgari

yet you chose ...
kangkong with bagoong
tahong
bmx
bench shirt
otto
axe deo cologne

fyi lang. you're not as important as u used to be so cut it out. dont even bother. ANTR (and never to return) everrrr. yun lang!


said she

i hate luv!

the past few days, ej has been forwarding some sms about love….finding true love, the difference between infatuation and love, keeping the love that u have found etc etc. as I was reading the super habang msgs, parang there was this feeling of abrupt silence around me. natamaan ata ako sa mga sms shit. nyahaha!

they say each and every one of us has that special sumone out there destined to become the very person u are gonna share your life with forever. its amazing isn’t it? it sounds so unbelievable yet so true.

im no expert at this but i can tell you what luv is for me… luv is knowin everything about sumone and still wanting to be with him/her more than anybody else. it is trusting to tell him/her everything about urself including the things that might embarrass ya; it is the feeling of being comfy and safe and at home with that special person. luv is when u spend so much time with that person but u still get weak in the knees when he/she walks into a room and throws u a glance and smiles at ya. ganyan kung masaya ka! ibang usapan pag hinde hmp!

with luv comes pain! its almost inevitable *sigh*. in one way or another, sumthin’s gotta give, no matter how hard you try. lucky are those who have found true luv.. they wont have to go through what most people experience. yun bang kahit anong pagdaanan nila, they would just take it as a grain of salt coz their luv will see them thru. pero many would take a lifetime hopin for that person to come dba? hayyyy….

dami kasi nababaliw sa lecheng pag ibig na yan! pero its all a matter of choice actually! weron jan nagpapakamatay dahil sa pagibig. why would u do that?? life has more to offer! weron namn mga taong nipipilit mga sarili sa wala naman gusto sa kanila. waiting in vain amp e madami namn iba jan! others would probably wanna stand up beside rizal sa pagkamartyr. pano ung iba, babaero mga bf/hubby! saws! beeppp nyahaha! minsan may freebies pang bugbog yan tae pero ok lng kasi nga luv daw! ano ba yannn! while still others play the game na lang…parang ok, its ‘us’ pero pwede ka mambabae, pwede rin ako manlalake..ganyan!! patigasan ng heart amp! like luv pa ba un? sabi nila luv is not for players and cheaters pero who are we to question other people’s schemes? mind your own business, walang pakialamanan na lang. to each his own when it comes to luv…kanya kanyang disposition, kanya kanyang outlook.

ako, I hate luv! it makes you vulnerable. it exposes ur heart and sumone can get inside u and mess u up like hell. Fuck! u try to build up all these walls, these defenses for years so nothing and no one can hurt ya. then one person, no different from any other person comes wanderin into ur susceptible life and u give him/her a piece of u even if they don’t fuckin ask for it. tanga tangahan ka, sige lang, d ka na makapag isip ng mabuti. then one day he/she does something stupid like kiss you or squeeze your hand or just smile at ya or probably hug ya and say I luv u .. and boom your life isn't your own anymore. before u know it, luv has taken u a hostage and ure all fucked up na. it gets inside u. it eats u out and leaves u shattered! so simple phrases like "maybe we should just be friends" or "we could be better off if we go our separate ways" turn into daggers striking u straight in the heart. like taeeeeeeee!! it hurts bigtime. not just in the imagination. not just in the mind. it's a soul-tearin, body-smashin pain; a real gets-inside you-and-rips-you-apart pain. horrible!! waaaaa! i really hate luv.. yet i still do it amp amp! baliw talaga shit!! hahaha!

said he

LOSER!
SOCIAL CLIMBER!
WANNA-BE OWNER OF AN MNC!

perfect description sa mga taong walang kakwenta kwenta. oooops layo layo tayo baka mahawa pa tayo! i remember someone i know saying if you stay long enough with the company of someone who has a bad ugali or whatever pa na bad sa kanya somehow you acquire it too. and eventually who he/she is would also become you. so pick your friends real good as well as the people who are always around you.

im not making lait again! this is just the way i really am.

dami talaga losers sa mundo as in! meron dyan yun mga everyday tatanga tanga (pero they'll say im not my usual self. translation: im mas tanga kase today! halata mo? o kaya im not feeling well, slow ako today. like what did u say again? i dint quite get it. pede explain? duh, di naman talaga nagets! kapagod ha! can someone get this bleeder a box of kleenex pls???) why even bother pretending na ure not stupid or (ok para muka akong mabait) that u dont know it e mahahalata naman once u start opening ur mouth? like parang nagmumog ka na ng isang bottle ng mouthwash and then brushed ur teeth pati gums until they bleed (cause u cant afford an oral prophylaxis, unless ur hmo offers it. do u even know what this means?!) and please dont forget to scrape ur tongue (ay ay ay ginagawa pala yun pag nagtutoothbrush?! DUH mega, di kase kasama sa commercial ng pepsodent dati e "taas baba paikot ikot" sensya na!) meron din yun mga irritating na KIA (know-it-all) na parating may ready na answer sa lahat ng tanong sa mundo! over!!!

eh what about the social climbers? ay naku, u go to the coffee shops around the metro and you'll see them there, staying until god-knows-when. one tall mocha frap pls pakidivide sa 10 (exag!!) oist what's ur name daw! o sya give the one that's spelled with an H na para uso pa ren. ewww yun iba ask for water na lang or get a cup of milk, i hope ure not lactose intolerant (ano daw?!) and shempre pa payosi yosi, 1 pack for all hehehe

eh yun third. aww sensitive. daming boss na ganito. feeling owner or wanne-be owners. kung di naman mga feeling rich or just-got-rich-so-id-enjoy-it-muna-by-power-tripping type of people. tulad ng boss ko, benefit na lang ipagdadamot pa. ipapamuka pa na parang galing mismo sa kanya. hello! benefit nga e. im suppose to get it even if u dont want to give it to me because wake up you dont own the company missy!


said she

Theme Park

i havent been to disneyland like said he (but im hoping to visit it in the near future). so i guess ill just have to refer to enchanted kingdom instead. havent been there again lately pero i heard dami na daw new attractions. but eventhough they added new rides for people to enjoy, i would still get in line sa mga roller-coaster type rides. they're my favorite. the ups and downs, super sarap! especially if ure right there in front, orgasmically sarappp!!! hahaha di ba kase ull always get the spine-tingling sensation tapos it really takes ur breath away (even ur tummy and all ur innards hahaha pardon the term pls parang lalabas sila lahat). super exciting, heart-racing, body-stiffening, blood-rushing ano pa ba?! ah basta, one hellavu experience. along the ride dont u always anticipate reaching the highest peak and of course yun pababa ang the best di ba? hay kamiss super! i heard meron na rin go-kart. sarap din di ba? hmmm ano pa bang exciting rides sa enchanted? ahhh the flying carpet and the anchor's away, kahit backward and forward lang astig pa ren. and then there's the wet-and-wild ride! aww hahaha exciting di ba lalo na pag wala kang dalang extra clothes?! meron na rin paintball. ang saya!!!

teka parang tour guide na ata ako ng enchanted dito. ano nga ba topic ulit? hahaha

ok, lets go back to my favorite roller coaster ride which is somehow analogous to relationships or to the universal topic "love" (or at least thats what id like to think). its super fun. it has different variations like yun iba with water pero same concept. parang sa relationship, parang naka ilan ka na ba, same loving feeling pero each relationship you have, iba ang dalang kilig di ba? its almost the same but the experience or the love never fails to be different. labo ba? bastaaaa! take my word for it. ewan ko ba sa roller coaster ride na to... sobrang haba ng pila parati pero kahit pa, uulit ulitin mo pa rin. minsan nga ilang beses kang sasakay di ba? walang kadala-dala amp pero sige pa!

how about you? whats ur favorite ride? notice i left out the walang katapusang paikot ikot na rides. i think they're so monotonous and they're sole purpose is to make u hilo until u puke ur innards out and thats it!

sabagay, kanya kanyang trip yan. whatever your fave ride is, the important thing is that ure enjoying it while ure at it. and dont forget to share it with someone you love (--Woman on Top).

said she

platonic my ass. showbiz amp!

how many of us are more comfortable with a guy bestfriend? like we feel that they will take care of us better than our "girlfriends" - walang arte, walang silent competition...

its not that im malandi (or maybe i am hahaha) but really like i enjoy the company of the opposite sex more rather than my girlfriends. to the point where sometimes or most of the times rather i tend to spoil my guy friends so much na feeling bf/gf na kame sa closeness pero actually hindi naman talaga. i mean, if u can relate to me, ang sarap ng feeling di ba? you're always flattered, pampered and the likes.

the downside naman is pag may guy na may gusto sa yo, nakabakod pa rin si bestie at shempre todo lait yan sa manliligaw mo. he'll say mabait lang kase nanliligaw or something to that effect. parang kahit nakatagong pintas makikita nya hahaha and will say it just to spite you or to make u feel sooo asar. ikaw naman, mapapaisip shempre baka totoo nga yun sinasabi nya (cause his opinion almost always matters)

but dont you ever wonder sometimes or has it ever crossed your mind how it would be like if you actually ended up with your bestfriend? (in case you're as baduy as i am, refer to the movie of aga and sharon, "Kung Ako Na Lang Sana" - amp! hintayin pa ba maging 40 to admit to themselves na they love each other?!?!?!)

pero, masaya kaya?


said she