this sucks!!

it is difficult for some of us to accept the fact that luv is a choice. we tend to get stucked to the general theory that luv requires no more than acceptin it. what most of us dont know is, the core of luv is that its truly marvelous in the beginning after which sadness and impossibility may become the dominating forces. and it takes a lot of blood, sweat and tears to counter run that!

sabi nila, one of the hardest things in life daw is watchin the person u luv luv sumone else. dudugo nga naman utak at puso mo pag ganyan d ba? say u were in a situation na u have this person who have been with ya for the longest time, have shown unconditional love and yet u hurt him/her bigtime because, lets just say, u are fond of someone new? yun bang u know in ur heart sya pa rin ang gusto mo at mahal mo talaga pero parang ure goin nuts over this new person? u may think how could u say u love him/her really if u fall for sumone else?? true true! pero it could happen , u know. parang wala kang paki kase ure havin a good time, unmindful ka na to the feelings of the person u say u truly luv. tae d ba? when that happens, lies and tears are abounty… lies from the abusive party, tears from the hurting. :((. and inspite of all that, un taong un anjan pa rin, fighting for what he/she thinks is right…that is to luv u still inspite of all ur BS aww.

ang sama mo na talaga pag d ka matauhan d ba? one day u will wake up and realize enough is enough. time will come when u honestly ask urself which person means the most in ur life. so who are u gonna choose? the one u have been with for so long or the one uve just known. dun ka na sa matagal na d ba? ung alam nya itsura mo kung tulog ka. ung kahit super pawis ka galing sa tennis kunyare, hug and kiss ka pa rin. Like u aint nuthin to prove anymore, nakasama mo na sya sa mahabang time e. un bang uve gone thru the good and bad with each other pero kayo pa rin.

but what if wala na pala sya? iyak ka na lang. waaaa!! a little too late na. alright, sometimes u have to luv until it hurts, then there can be no more hurt, only mor luv. un bang tamang manhid ka na. pero sya ba si mother theresa?? sawss!! tao lang po, napupuno din sya! when that happens, u could only look back. reminisce the times when u were happy together...the times u went to the beach, the times u went shopping, the times u hugged and kissed each other, the times na feeling nyo kayo lang ang tao sa mundo at kung ano ano pa. taeeeee!! kakaiyak namn! amp amp! pray na lang that he/she changes her mind and would still give u another chance, kahit pang ilang ulit na chance na yan na nihingi mo. u blew everythin fucker!!

like what the song says, when luv and hate collide, it sucks!! it burns in the soul, aches in the flesh and it ignites the nerves. and just wondrin... can u get to the future if the past is present??


said he