soliloquy

have you ever felt that you've had quite enough? more than what you can ever handle in a day? you want to take a rest or maybe just talk to someone whom you know would understand you, but you just cant seem to find the right person to talk to? and then you finally decide to be alone, by yourself... not exactly your best company but for the moment, hmmm maybe...

sometimes i start to talk to myself (not aloud of course lest others find me really queer, which i am by the way hehe) reliving the drama of the day, running all sorts of unspoken witticism, wisecracks and retorts i could ever think of, hahaha!!!

and then i take a deeeeeep breath and start realizing that its all in my head. that im not alone and will never be (i hope!) that there are some things (or most things rather) better said out loud than kept bottled, pickled, whatever hehe and i just come back to wherever i was before all this started and hope to G that im never too late :D ;-P


said she