confessions of a dangerous mind

warning: this blog is not for the weak of heart... read at your own risk! :D

they say im a brat and that i always get what i want. i say nahhh, i dont! ok, sometimes i get away with it but there are also times when i want sumthin and i just couldnt have it. but if it becomes a kinda obssession (oiii tama ba un?), i find ways to get it. somebody asked me how i do it, and i said nasa style yan hahaha!!

take for instance...there was this gurl who caught my attention. i didnt know her, she didnt know me either. i was in a room and she came in askin for sumthin. nobody was minding her and she kinda started bitchin around and suddenly turned into a new yorker. i secretly smiled coz i have this thing for bitches and new yorkers hahaha! so i answered her query, she said thanks and left. i wanted to talk to her more but i couldnt... she was with the secret service and i was with the swiss guards bwahaha!! in other words, the situation was tight!!! super!!!

but fate smiled at me and voila, we became friends. we started talkin and found her realllyyyy interesting. i went like aha weron palang ganito dito and i thought maybe there is a heaven after all!! in short, we got along fine..so many ways alike, especially kademonyohan hahaha! parang kausap ko sarili ko amp! she could play my kinda game and amazingly, in flying colors. eventually, she became a confidante..was always there when i needed sumbody to listen to my angsts and pag nag iinarte ako hahaha! like i would always look for her when im fucked up coz i know she was the only one who could understand me. like the hell i care if dessert was slowly being served on both sides. simply wala akong paki coz i wasn't guilty.

but the short chats became longer..and longer. some would last till the next day hahaha! as we went along more surprises were unraveled. the like-you factor has been tipping the scale higher and higher yiheeee! like im starting to fall for this smart bitch. i know im a natural tease but i thought she's more talented hahaha! during this point, pinagpipilitan na nya na im tryin to hit on her or sumthin. she's that upfront and natatawa lang ako. and then, one time, she was out of town. some things came up and it was my time to return the favor coz she needed somebody to listen to her. before we knew it, we were not even discussin about what we were supposed to discuss then. we would just talk and trade sms all day/all nite. cellphone bills skyrocketed..magtelebabad daw! as in count hours on airtime tae hahaha! again, we didnt care!! masama ba makamiss ng friend?? aww!

d ko na alam nangyari na susunod hahaha! basta things got mushy and we were lost sumwhere amp! ay ako lang pala ang lost! nabaliw ako sa bilis ng mga pangyayari fuck! like literal na mabilis to ha, split second talaga hahaha! pero dont get me wrong.. no complaints from me aww!! kase there never was an uncomfy moment, tawa lang kami ng tawa. i swear to hell, we became so sweet then but its not "us". parang its us but not quite..ano ba tawag dun? ewan!! basta naging super maL kami but we were enjoying every minute of it. again, sumthing came up but she didnt leave me. she put her neck on the line and that i can never forget. no matter what her intentions then, i appreciated her gesture just the same. suddenly it was just the two of us, even the guards were gone. naturally, the more we became close. lets just say things went a notch higher.

at this point, we could now read each other's mind like a book. pero maL pa rin kami hahaha. now, i suppose whatever is between us is a lot clearer, more definite. oh well, super complicated na lalo but its still fun fun funnnnnn!! naku naku, kung alam mo lang kung ano na ang mga pangyayari :p hahaha!

so ano ngayon? what im tryin to say is you need not exert a lot of effort to get sumone you really like. its not only on the attitude, its more on being yourself. like i dont believe in ligaw coz u just tend to put your best foot forward and thats so crappyyyyyy. also, predictability is a big no no especially if you are goin after a true blooded she-devil hahaha! anticipate her every move. spontaniety is the name of the game or else boringgg! another thing, mind games are aplenty so you better stay sharp. if she really gets too bitchy for your own comfort then its time to put the asshole suit on. give her a dose of her own medicine hehehe! promise, she wont hate you ..she will love you for that! basta, show some spunk otherwise, you will eat her dust. basta, pag bitch kausap mo dapat eto lang frame of mind mo: whatever you can do, i can do better honey!! but but but... make sure kaya mo yan panindigan tae!

need i say been there, done that?? we are all over each other now!! risky? hmp! its all worth it... paging batman hahaha!


*new yorker - inglisera (wak trying hard plzzz)
*dessert - jello (types 1-4 hahaha)
*maL - maligalig po yan (or is literally & figuratively :p)
*batman - as in bahala na si batman



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