bluer than blue


i woke up this morning puffy eyed and a friend asked me why i looked really sad. sabi ko my greatest fear is having no one to talk to. and today, it happened... cause the devil i talk to everyday is out (as in out of the country waaaaa *let us pause for a while for a moment of silence, a period of wailing...*). Globe would probably be shocked (lalo na yun mga ex ko daw) kase hindi ko sinulit today ang unlimitext. wala silang haharanging sms or mms from me. they'd probably be ecstatic cause one of their abusadong user is freeing up their network clog at least for the day. mamimiss ako ng cp ko kase hindi maddrain ang battery nya, cool off kame ng cp ko ngayon, hmp!!! hindi makakapangasar sa kin ang ym and skype today. care ko kung maingay or choppy ang voice chat tonight or kung madc parati ang ym ng mga adik na chatters tulad ko! bwahahaha waaaa

the question/s is/are: will i be able to catch up on my reading tonight? will i be able to sleep more now that i have time? it looks like things are gonna be a lot easier and everything would be a breeze perhaps without the devil. but im bluer than blue, sadder than sad~~~

parang kanta... sakto! sapul! ang lakas ng tama! mabuti pa nga matulog na lang ako para bukas na...


said she